missin you

I miss you mommy.  It's been almost 4 months since you left, and on June 3rd, it will be your baby boy's birthday and the day you were diagnosed with cancer last year.  What a year......

I hope Heaven is a blast, I can't imagine how beautiful it must be.  God is surely happier than I because he has one of his best angels back in Heaven.

We all miss you so very much.  I am not whole anymore.  When you left, a part of me left with you.  I am broken.  I have turned to God to help save me, and he has thus far.  I just pray for strength for the family and I.  You were our rock, mom.  You were the glue that held this entire family together.  You were our EVERYTHING.

But, as they say, the only thing that doesn't change in life, is change itself. Change happened, and we must move on.  We will never forget you.  There is NEVER a day or a second you are not in my thoughts.  Every decision I make for the rest of my life will have a consideration of, "What would mom think or say about this?"

I love you mommy, with everything that I have.