GREAT SONG that made me break down today unexpectedly. Didn't even know it existed, but thanks to Pandora, I heard it.
I was sitting outside on my patio arranging flowers for one of my friend's, Jenn, who is coming home from the hospital today after she got her thyroid removed due to cancer (I swear I am surrounded by it all of a sudden).
As I was arranging the beautiful pink roses with baby's breath, the Martina McBride song (of course it was about cancer), "I'm gonna love you through it" came on my pandora. At first, I was like, "Oh awesome song! I can totally relate to this right now." Then... it made me fall apart sobbing.
Kevin was inside and heard me crying. He came outside and gave me a huge hug. See the thing with this whole cancer stuff, the crying thing sneaks up on you when you don't expect it....AND then the strange thing happened... It started to rain as he was hugging me (Let me rewind, the weather in San Diego right now is perfectly sunny, a few clouds scattered around the sky with some humidity today.) Us San Diegans' don't see the rain too much here (especially in September).
It rained for about 20 seconds then STOPPED. I didn't even believe Kevin that it had actually rained (I had my headphones on and my eyes closed as he was hugging me), but he said, "Look at our cars. See the rain drops on our windshields, and look at the ground. It really rained babe." "Weird!" I thought. Is this a sign or am I going crazy? I think right now I want to take it as a sign from the big guy. You fellow readers can take it anyway you want, but even my boyfriend believes it was a sign (who tends to be skeptical and realistic about things).
One of my friends from work, Kathy, told me about 2 months ago that you have to have your antennas up to see the signs from him. I never had my antennas working until recently. Quite an awesome thing!
So whenever I am sad, I am going to think back on this moment and smile forever.
I'm glad I have my antennas now.
Thank you for the rain!
love,
Heather
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