random thoughts :)

1. Life is getting more colorful the longer you are away from us.....but......i am over this grieving process. time to stop this business and get on with life! I know that's what you would want.  So I'm finally listening to you mom, are you proud of me? :) 

i am hopeful for some amazing experiences this year <3

29 is the new 21, did you know?  

It's the year for great things!


Took Tetley to Coronado today, she got massive amounts of attention from people, so I know now for a FACT, she's the cutest dog in the world.  

Just embrace it already!

DON'T BE AFRAID OF CHANGE. EVER. 

IT makes who you are SUPPOSED to be in the end. Embrace and take full advantage of it!

God really works in mysterious ways.

I will have my complete faith and trust in you, always.

<3 

Heather 

ps- please say hi to momma for me! <3

2013

Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.

I love u Mark Twain.

Hello 2013, What wonderful adventures will you take me on?

love,

Heather

my job! :)

http://www.kpbs.org/news/2012/oct/26/new-private-neonatal-rooms-kaiser-patients-and-fam/#.UIttkvL6gtN.facebook

Gettin a little bit stronger.

The other day Lisa and I were driving, and she looks over at me and says, "Out of all the things we've been through this year, we're getting stronger and stronger everyday, and once we come out of this, we are going to come out on top.  People will see."

To all of the people who gave up on us, it's your loss.  To all who have been there during these hard times, thank you for believing in us.  We love you all so very much.

We still miss mom everyday, but we're moving on and getting a little bit stronger.  EVERYDAY :)

My shadow days are over.

Our Challenges

When all we see,
is darkness and gloom.
We feel totally helpless,
while running from doom.

We eventually confront,
our inner brick wall.
Our choice is to break it,
or give up and fall.

We may search for our strengths,
waiting patiently deep inside.
From life’s obstacles,
there’s no reason to hide.

All our challenges,
we must embrace and defeat.
As we open our eyes,
our true purpose we’ll greet.

Let’s take a step outside,
our routine comfort zone.
This will carve a path,
where our goals we shall own.

Our personal challenges,
quite difficult may seem.
But, if we believe in ourselves,
life will be as sweet – as a dream.

by anitapoems.com

Keep on keepin' on!

"Time to photoshop my life. Touch up the edges, adjust the tones, blur out the background, focus on me, and crop people out." --Unknown

Life has changed in so many ways these past four months since mom has been gone.  This is an adjustment.  I still sometimes don't believe it's real.

God, thank you for bringing me peace and comfort when I need you.  I wish people embraced you more, I KNOW the world would be a much better place.

To my sisters and dad- love you with all my heart.  We're in this crazy ride without momma now, but she gave us the right tools to make it through the rest of our lives.

To the people that have left my life recently, thank you for the good times.  I will always cherish the memories.  I am a better person for knowing you all.  Life goes on.  Time to close this chapter in my life and finally say hello to the next one.  It's gonna be a beautiful chapter, I just know it :)